Drabicki

I have to say the last week has been crazy and I have to say I have never been so stressed ever in my life...I have 2 more weeks of school and its going to be nice when it is over...and I really just wanted to say sorry to everyone I have been acting a ass to or maybe acting differently...I cant wait to see some people for back at home...like family and YES of course I miss JEFF lol not joking...but yeah I promise I am going to feel better once school is done...The frat is going good its just sometimes people love to bitch and it makes me so stressed but we are getting closer and I feel the cake we made helped out...and the car wash went good...I just wanted to say I have been so stress and say sorry if I say stupid stuff...which I seem to always do...but yeah thanks to everyone that commented last entry...it really was the stress talking in that entry and it just seemed like everything was going on so fast....thanks u all

( OUR AMAZING CAKE WE MADE )
Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 05:01 pm

Read Atmospheres lyrics and see how deep they are....

LOOK AT IT ALL....LEAVE ME SOME LOVE CAUSE I NEED IT

she said that she still wants a friendship
she cant live her life without me as a friend
i cant figure out why i'd give a damn to what she wants
i dont understand the now before the then

most of this garbage i write
that these people seem to like
is about you
and how i let you infect my life
and if they got to know you
i doubt that they would see it
they'd wonder what i showed you
how you could leave it
A friend in Chicago said that i should stay persistant
if i stay around, im bound to break resistance
FUCK you ***** for defining my existance
FUCK you and your differences

Ever since i was a young lad
with a part time dad
it was hard to find happiness inside of what i had
i studied my mother
i digested her pain
and vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same
travel like sound across the fate ladder
i travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
and i travel with feels so i can deal with touch
its like that
thank you very much
fuck you very much

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love


Fuck the what happend
i got stuck
they can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck
used to walk with luck
used to hold her hand
fell behind and played the role of a slower man
i wanna stand on top of this mountain and yell
i wanna wake up and break up this lake of hell
I feel like a bitch for letting the sheet twist me up
the last star fighter is wounded time to give it up
on a pick it up mission
kept it bitter
getting in a million memories just to forget her
the difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
cookies for the road
took me by the soul
hunger for the drama
hunger for the nurture
gonna take it further
the hurt feels like murder
interperate
the eyes
read the lines on her face
the sunshine is fake
how much time did i waste?
FUCk you ***** for leaving me
FUCk you *****for not needin me
I wanna say fuck you
because i still love you
no, im not ok
and i dont know what to do

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love

do i sound mad?
well i guess im a little pissed
every action has a point
five points make a fist
you close em
you swing em
it hurst when it hits
and the truth can be a bitch
but if the boot fits
I got an idea
you should get a tatoo that says warning
thats all, just a warning
so the potential victim
can take a left and safe breath
and avoid you
sober and upset in the morning
i wanna scream FUCk you *****

but the problem is i love you D***A

so instead
ima finish my drink,and have another
while you think about how you used to be my lover

Tomorrow will be a day to remember...or a day to forget

You know when you get old in life, things get taken from ya. Thats, thats part of life. BUT, you only learn that when you start losing stuff.

You find out life's this game of inches, and the margin for error is so small, I mean one half a step to late or too early and you don't quite make it. The inches we need are everywhere around us.

 I'll tell ya this. In any fight, its the guy who's willing to die who's gonna win that inch. And I know if I'm gonna have life anymore its because I'm still willing to fight and die for that inch. Because that's what living is.

lol just listen to Al....lol that crazy nig...u just got to love it

Kenny took the group pic on his lj so this is my next fav. cabin pic.....

SPRING BREAK CABIN 05 BABY

( More Crazy Nigs  )
Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 12:45 am